Letting the butterflies in with no expectation. It's been a while!
Just enjoying the sensation after realizing that I have forgotten about it for quite a long time. How nice it feels, how it makes your days, how it turns you back into a child, how it cultivates your needs for stalking, how it drives you insecure, and how it makes you think about something you're not supposed to think - because keeping the expectation low is the best way to keep the happiness stayed.
"Good luck, don't you feel so bad.
Just don't get your hopes up," Sondre Lerche said.
Good luck, good night.