I thought I'm good at handling failure, but it turned out that I'm not. Not really. I can't even decide whether it's a "no" sign from Allah, or a sign for me to get up and try harder. I'm not even sure whether to exert myself or to choose the easier path instead. I know that every single thing that I have failed is a lesson for me not to be arrogant, though.
I don't know if I'm determined enough to keep going.
Dear Allah, I need guidance and more signs, whether to stop trying or to try even harder. Please?